01 May 2011
More to Come
05/05/11 20:25
Like a bee
in a swarm, I'm part of this mad, mad world.
Chaos and cohesion of individuals, touching and bouncing off each other without grace or purpose.
I am one part of a whole, I am one drop in a bucket.
I am everyone's desire for greatness, and I am everyone's feeling of regret.
I am the promotion you've been working for for years, the increase in $ that you deserve. As if that means anything.
I am the regret felt in your guts as you take yet another pill, even though you know this is what brought you here in the first place.
No one trusts you, no one puts any stock in you, no one loves you anymore, no one believes in your future.
Took a big leap a few weeks ago, got engaged.
That was something I never thought I'd do, or at least, I never thought I'd do it this decade and I NEVER thought I'd do it for love.
Things change, people change, they really do.
I'm in love, but not like before: this is real love, this is true love, this is functional love.
Not afraid, not concerned, not even a little scared, I step into the light of a new day.
New path, new way, new song, new day.
Just enjoying the moment for what it is. Simple things.
They come and go, and I know one day I'll look back and call these the good days. I know one day I'll look back and reflect on these times I'm having now as fond memories in which I was jumping and leaping from one building block to another: constructing my life.
What's next? not worried about it. Stop worrying, stop thinking, stop doing. enjoy.
You never know….
I’ve made so many important life decisions based on passion.
I don’t regret it.
Who knows where I’d be if I would have taken the corporate route straight out of college?
One thing is for sure, well a few things…
I wouldn’t have any credit playing the blues…
I wouldn’t know how to budget $30 for a two week tour (ps. That’s pb & j, with a taco splurge here and there).
And I certainly wouldn’t be able to tell you where the best gyro cart in NYC is, or the best strip club in LA.
But most of all, I wouldn’t be able to say that I have the best friends in the world.
Adam, Jer, and Meeks have become brothers to me, we have been through so much and it is truly amazing that we are able to spend any time what-so-ever together after all of the disturbing things we have all seen each other do over the years.
But we do spend time together…
We practice every Wednesday, and we play our music every weekend FOR YOU!
WE PLAY FOR YOU. ALL THE TIME. CHECK OUR SCHEDULE…
More to come……………..
Chaos and cohesion of individuals, touching and bouncing off each other without grace or purpose.
I am one part of a whole, I am one drop in a bucket.
I am everyone's desire for greatness, and I am everyone's feeling of regret.
I am the promotion you've been working for for years, the increase in $ that you deserve. As if that means anything.
I am the regret felt in your guts as you take yet another pill, even though you know this is what brought you here in the first place.
No one trusts you, no one puts any stock in you, no one loves you anymore, no one believes in your future.
Took a big leap a few weeks ago, got engaged.
That was something I never thought I'd do, or at least, I never thought I'd do it this decade and I NEVER thought I'd do it for love.
Things change, people change, they really do.
I'm in love, but not like before: this is real love, this is true love, this is functional love.
Not afraid, not concerned, not even a little scared, I step into the light of a new day.
New path, new way, new song, new day.
Just enjoying the moment for what it is. Simple things.
They come and go, and I know one day I'll look back and call these the good days. I know one day I'll look back and reflect on these times I'm having now as fond memories in which I was jumping and leaping from one building block to another: constructing my life.
What's next? not worried about it. Stop worrying, stop thinking, stop doing. enjoy.
You never know….
I’ve made so many important life decisions based on passion.
I don’t regret it.
Who knows where I’d be if I would have taken the corporate route straight out of college?
One thing is for sure, well a few things…
I wouldn’t have any credit playing the blues…
I wouldn’t know how to budget $30 for a two week tour (ps. That’s pb & j, with a taco splurge here and there).
And I certainly wouldn’t be able to tell you where the best gyro cart in NYC is, or the best strip club in LA.
But most of all, I wouldn’t be able to say that I have the best friends in the world.
Adam, Jer, and Meeks have become brothers to me, we have been through so much and it is truly amazing that we are able to spend any time what-so-ever together after all of the disturbing things we have all seen each other do over the years.
But we do spend time together…
We practice every Wednesday, and we play our music every weekend FOR YOU!
WE PLAY FOR YOU. ALL THE TIME. CHECK OUR SCHEDULE…
More to come……………..
